It's different from what I normally think, but I really wish someone would care what I look like. I wish there were someone with me in the mornings to tell me my skirt is too short, or my boobs look nice or "your boots are ugly as sin, why do you keep them around?" Buuut no one cares but me, and I only care half the time because if no one else cares, why should I put in an effort? And then I don't want to dress too prettily because I either think it's lying or I think "but what if I go on a date or something? That nice outfit will be dirty." Then I never do go on a date and end up wearing the outfit and feeling depressed